Still lost in old You
Although, it's "New Year",
but i'm still lost in old days,
Old Memories
and the old "You".
Why not me?
She's happy in her own life.
Why not me? Why am i writing
this?
Questions i have no answers to.
Do you know?
Do you know how many times i have
cried realizing that you are not
here,
and never you will be?
Another restless night.
It's 4:37 in the morning.
Can't sleep. Another restless night.
Not a bright start to my day.
Am i intolerable and a pathetic person?
'Sometime was too short in my case.
Did she ever love me?
Have i been used?
Or am i intolerable and a pathetic person?
I lied that forgot you.
Trust me,
i lied that i forgot you,
Tears still roll down when i listen
any sad song.
I slept well last night.
No.
I slept well last night,
it's my heart that's
tired.
They don't even know.
It's like they want me to
be perfect,
"When they don't even know that
i'm hurting."
I'm not going to show anything.
I'll also talk to you with the same excitement
the way you talk to me,
i'm not going to show that you
mean world to me.
Can we start it again?
Can we start it again?
You look at me and
i won't fall for you this time.
My wish isn't for you to love me.
"For the first time in 1 year,
My wish isn't for you to love me
But
it's for me to stop loving you."
No-one can enter in my life anymore.
I won't let anyone damage me the way
you have damaged,
because i won't let anyone enter in my life
the way you had entered.
Any bandage for the heart?
A lot of bandages which can stop the
bleeding of the wound,
Is there any bandage which can stop
the bleeding of the heart?
You lost who truly loved you.
I may have lost someone who
didn't love me,
but you lost someone who truly
loved you.
I didn't know.
I didn't know breakup would be so
easy for her and so disastrous for
me.
I wish.
I wish i can delete one day from my life
when i saw you.
A silent killer.
And now "Love" is nothing else for me
but a beautiful silent killer.
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